-_-''' wat am i feeling now?!

tmr's left only phy ppr 5!! waahhahha... too happy..... gg to clean mi house later!! heeheh... den pack mi suitcase and leave for mi beloved hong kong tmr!! rite after mi paper.. hehe.. so happy.... come to think abt it.... the papers that i think i realli badly screwed up are

1. phy prac (diam it... first ppr den screwed up liao...)
2. maths ppr 1
3. phy ppr 2
4. chem ppr 1

dead...cannot go uni le...sianz..... but nvm...... all this nightmare is coming to an end now... wahahahha... YEAH!!!! so happy...cant wait for this to all finish man... heheehehe... lalallalala..... :> sigh.... but after tt will be holidays.... and for the past 8 yrs of mi life..... every holiday is called intensive trg.... wahhahah... but this time... i am gg to have a change...

i wanna get out of this swimming circle thing... and waterpolo too.... HE left mi such sad memories that i realli haf no wish to go back toa payoh for trg ever again..... though i love the sport (polo)...but i guess...i cant beat miself.... i cant get over certain stuff... i haven let go totally yet... i need time...more time... i wish time cld go back.... and change history... but duh..it's not possible... and i dunno how i am supposed to react also if i ever see HIM again.... :<

Tony Braxton - Un-Break My Heart

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

sld i be happy or sad?!

okie... i think i am very mad now.....was in quite a happy mood.... went to mug...den met up with yifern...den went da ge's church... den went to eat dinner den went to listen to music at HMV...hahahaha.... sigh....so tired.... was realli in quite a good mood till ray called me... diam it.... ren3 bu4 zhu4 ask about HIM..... den i was so sad....cos whenever ray talked to HIM abt me...HE will tell ray 'eh....drop it lah...' FREAK!!! ask ray to drop the subject (which is me) somemore....freak!!!!!! so hurting can!? diam it diam it..... argh.............. pissed now..... a's are like coming to an end for me... hahahaha...quite happy.... finally out of this shit... hehehe.. :p

p/s: hey gwen.... do link me!!! ahhahahaha...and must gimme ur link too okie?!?!? ehehehe.. so tt i can link u to mi blog too.... :>

F tong.... u watch out...i wun just take it lying down....

freak that freaking F Tong sia.... kns.... that stiupiadz woman already catch mi for mi uniform cos she CLAIMS tt it was tucked out on monday.... i was wearing a sweater over lor.... like that she still can tell whether it's tucked in or out??!! ridiculous.... and i DID freaking hell tuck in mi shirt can?! den bloody F tong still come and take mi ic ytd halfway thru the maths ppr..... FREAK HIM!!!! i got a shocked lor.... and it sooo affected me while i was doing the diam shit ppr.... he took mi ic away cos i din go report to him b4 the maths ppr when no one even told mi i was supposed to look for him.... so i was sooo damn buay song when i went to look for him ytd after the ppr...totally gave him black face thruout and snatched back mi ic from him after tt.... den just as i stormed out of his bloody stinky office.... he called mi back and said

' ur name is here on the list that's y i have to see u.... if u did tuck in ur shirt den y din u question that lady?? u dun haf to feel so enraged here................................'

cldn't rem wat else he said... all i know was tt i was giving him that one-more-F-word-and-i-will-slap-u face thruout....ARGH... I FREAKING HELL HATE HIM CAN?!?! diam it.... and i purposely rolled mi eyes at him str at the face b4 i left his room again.... freak him sia..... and he sldn't be called francis tong lor.... he ought to be fuck tong.... cos he's just so freaking fucked up....i did question mr fun lor... but he said he wasnt the one who caught me but tt lady... so in end i cldnt be bothered liao and just stormed out of the hall.... and i was soooo irritated with yiming also lor..... supposed to go to the canteen to pass mi back mi volka den he made mi go all the way to the gym to look for him... i almost wanted to smash the bottle of volka on him can?! F***..... and when i went opp to eat with glenn wanhui they all... freaking hell...din even reserve any seats for me.... F*** again.... totally bad mood thruout and i told glenn off later in the afternoon on the phone..... argh.... anyone dare to piss mi off again during the period of time.... freaking hell watch out man...... diam it...

A Levels... when can this nightmare be over?

finished gp today liao.. quite alright i guess... wrote on 'are the poor an inevitable feature in any society?' and freak.... i almost wanted to cry when i realised wanling and kiki wrote the same qn as me... two for sure A1 students writing same qn as me... and after they told mi wat they wrote abt... i realli realised that mi contents were soooo shallow.... sigh.... :<>