HOME SWEET HOME!!!

haha... so happy... back in hk now... df sent me to the airport at 12am... took train to save money... haha... flight was at 6.50am though... so we were like wandering aimlessly in the airport... yawnz... slept like mad on the plane... was totally dead... den just had afternoon tea with uncle and aunt... tonitez we are having steamboat... haha... mom's so sweet... gave me money to spend... hehe... tmr shall go do smt to mi hair... hmm... so i perm it again or sld i cut the domino-hairstyle???

so slpy now... but cant slp cos aunt and uncle at home... den if i slp like not too appropriate... haha... it's rather cooling here... hope it doesn't become too cold for me to take... sigh... yawnz... eyes closing soon... nvm... shall go eat sweet corn now... haha... uncle just made one for me... *yummy* hope it helps to keep me awake...

EXAMS!!!

sigh... i cant seem to concentrate lo... damnit... keep wanting to slp while studying... haven even started on fna can???!!! did 5 chapters of legal... 2 chapters of marketing and tt's all!!! die... i picked chapters for mkt... confirm cant finish all one lo... sigh... to think i wanna major in mkt somemore... dead...

mon-wed evenings are tied down by matches... morning send bro to sch so freaking early and when i reach home... i go slp again till like 12??? den eat lunch and stuff drag drag drag start studying at only 130... study until 530 den gotta leave hse... and somemore it's not effective studying kind... i will go toilet kitchen walk walk... stop awhile lie on the table... munch some snacks... go out buy stuff... sigh... and now... i'm online... wth... stupid libraries got no free parking... cant possibly ask me pay 4hrs of parking fee everyday rite???!!! sigh...

so stressed... i wanna watch harry potter and chicken little!!! but everyone's so busy... cant go with me... by the time exam's all over and i'm bk from mi hk trip... the shows' already not showing in cinemas le... sob... sigh... nvm... shall go cook spaggetti now... haha... see!!! get wat i mean now??? ineffective studying.... SIGH...

double sadness...

it was first guys... now's polo... wth... touched the ball and it still flies into the goal mouth??!! den wat's the pt of me even attempting to jump for the ball??? someone said smt tt rather pissed me off just now... damn... players can miss as many shots as they can... make as many bad passes they like... stone there and not fall back to defend etc... ppl dun reali care... but when the keeper lets in some freaking goals (like wat i did today)... well... not exactly been told off... but there's just a higher standard of expectation compared to a player missing a shot... and i dun like this feeling... oh well... though i sldnt be concerned abt such terrible remarks... i almost wanted to ............ tt person... nvm...

sigh... y must i just screw up in games... same for swimming... i always cant do mi best in competitions... it's obviously a medal swim... yet i can lose it... wth... not say i keep damn well during trg... but at least it's better this shit game i had today... andre told me we had a big gap between the 2 teams... but mi arguement was tt... he wasn't at the goal line to gif tt judgement!!! it may be just a goal to the team... another goal for the referees... but to a keeper... i am so sure it means much more... it shows ur competence... match is a time to prove urself... i got told off b4 also for not proving miself at changi naval base... sigh... ppl wun care though... jiu3 feng2 zhi1 ji3 qian1 bei1 shao3, hua4 bu4 tou2 ji1 ban4 ju4 duo1... it's hard to find someone who cares... haha... so stupid... mocking at miself...

reali sad...

sigh... i'm sad... reali sad... guys are reali create more trouble than gals... the sterotype tt gals are trouble-makers ought to be changed... wat sld i do... singlehood may be the best option still... sigh... i'm afraid i'm the kind who cant commit... i most probably will cohabitate in future... i dunno which route i am gg to choose... sigh... how long can a relationship last? *ponders*

sometimes i dun even noe y ppl get into relationship when they are not even sure of the outcome of it... just a rash decision??? or those shan1 meng2 hai3 shi4 kind??? the latter is for sure fake one... it's always painful to break others' heart... so sld we den avoid it and stay single??? or sld we try to take a step forward and break this mental barrier... wat if all fails??? wat if u end up getting hurt???

ideal relationships nv exist... just like wat we learn in chem... ideal gases nv exist... there'll always be +ve and -ve deviations... can i hope for a more to +ve relationship? but who issit out there who wish to cohabitate??? so many guys frens i haf are all so keen on marriage... (of cos here we exclude those ons kind)

sigh... I GIVE UP NOW... sobsob...

zheng jing xian

jx is realli an ass i muz say... wahaha... today went to watch domino... it's quite a bo liao show actually... though the gal is damn chio... and the guy is like some ugly shit... so abit the not compatible at all... but well... haha... ate mos burger and popcorn for lunch... hmm... to be frank... i dun remember when was the last time i ate popcorn while watching movie already... haha... so was quite surprised when jx got me a whole tub for miself... lol...

toking abt this idiot... he's realli quite smt huh... gg sea games lo... wah lao... somemore gg everywhere around the world... having trg trips... taking part in competition where there's prize money with his team... damn... good life sia...

was juz telling him today tt he is not e bf material for any gal... firstly... we both agreed tt he's an ugly F... WAHAHA... next... he's a spendthrift... also... he's a big fat pig... and lastly... he's not a gentleman... haha... had a great time disturbing him man... hiak hiak...

sigh... now back home... gotta do project... sigh... project project project... y issit some idiots just cant do their own part properly??? i hate it when i haf to clear others' dirty lenient job lo... damn them all... speaking of the devil... he just came online... wth... argh... back to work now...