sigh

i wonder what have i got myself into. things that seem so miao3 mang2, yet i still wanna yi4 tou2 zai1 xia4 qu4. i give up man :(
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improved a little this sem. but just not good enough. getting a little moody recently. sigh. can someone cheer me up?

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:) working for yun nam this week... hee... i got 10 sales yesterday and pauline got 4... and today... i got only 8 and she got 1... though it's not too good... but i still feel quite happy... haha... cause he called me today from korea!!! at 3.39pm... haha... anyway... he start working already... internship... he's only there for like a week and he's already got a job... well well well... what to do... everyone wants a piece of him... WAHAHA :)
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tmr shall go swim with yifen... then go work from the pool... and apparently there's a steamboat at temasek hall tmr night for NUS swimmers... but since i am going to work till 9... then most prob i can't go... haha... EDISON AND MARCUS... U 2 BETTER UPDATE ME ABOUT ANY NEW GOSSIPS HOR :p
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shall go dry my hair and go slp now... gotta wake up early tmr man... NITEZ!!!

From Shu Hui's Blog

Found this on shuhui's blog and i decided to try it... haha... http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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Get to know yourself better

Here's the analysis

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Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

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The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

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Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

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Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

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The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

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How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

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What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

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Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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The Real You
Here is the analysis:

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You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

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You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

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You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

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Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

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Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

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You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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There are many more tests than this... haha... enjoy!!!

Absence makes the heart fonder...

i always wondered how long-d relationships can be maintained without frequent meet ups and sms... is this just my immature thinking??? if it is... can someone please teach me how they do it???
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i feel that at the beginning stage... absence does make the heart fonder... however... as time goes... i don't know if the same theory still applies... there's this chinese saying 'shi2 jian1 ke2 yi3 dan4 hua4 yi1 qie4'... it literally means that time can lighten everything... and this includes wounds... hurt... and even love! so in a long-d relationship... what happens when the feeling gets lighter and lighter due to the amount of time both parties have been separated??? do they try to rekindle the love or do they break up??? how is it possible that one can survive in a relationship just thinking that 'i know he loves me and is thinking of me 24/7 as well... so just hang on!!!' i don't know if i have that kinda maturity man :(
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in fact i'm afraid that i DON'T HAVE that maturity level to think of a relationship that way... and i'm afraid that my long-d relationship will not last... sigh... can someone tell me what to do???!!! i need counselling... it's just freaking 2 days and i'm complaining so much... but i guess... as time passes... i'll complain less and less and eventually.........
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i also don't know what will happen :(

Exam's Finally Over

wow!!! finally... after a hard battle with those examination papers... it's finally over!!! :) quite happy man... haha... just sent joseph back camp... quite sleepy now... after my paper at 11... i went to eat kfc at marina square with ck... quite diao right??? cause kfc is everywhere but we went specially from school to marina square and in the end decided to eat kfc...
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haha... then after sending her to taka to meet da ge... i went home to sleep!!! haha... and i woke up at 4pm to go train under jiao lian... but swim halfway rained damn freaking heavily... shit... so in the end only swam a bit... -_- totally waste time... but nvm... after the rain... i went for polo trg... and it was quite fun... did lots of shooting and all... haha...
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actually... i realised... it's not really fun for my post exam period... you-know-who is gone... i wonder when he'll come back again... oh well... better not pin too much hopes... the higher my expectations... the greater my disappointment...
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shall go swim with jiao lian tmr morning and afternoon again... seriously... i don't freaking care about AUG... but i just wanna keep myself occupied and don't think about him too much... or else i'll be dwelling in sadness and misery half the time!!! sigh... ok... better get to bed now... gotta wake up at 730 tmr :(