SO MUCH THINGS TO DO!!!

sigh... so busy lately... so much hw not done... haven read any of my textbooks yet... dad's toilet ceiling's leaking and i gotta get it fixed (mi bro is not of help at all la... kns)... gotta collect back my $300 from the car dealer... (stupid yifern... thanks for NOT coming with me... argh)... and i am still gg msia for polo trip... wonder wat's my brains thinking abt... so much things undone still go msia... kenna scolded by mom ytd for leaving my brother alone at home for 3 pathetic days cos there will be no one to supervise him on his studies... later leaving at 1215... hopefully that plumber hurry up come so tt i can settle that faster... sigh... wonder how much i gotta pay again... and mi bloody freaking car... dunno take how freaking long to come... tt bang sai car dealer can forget to bid my COE the previous round??!! kns... slap his face... ARGH... getting so irritated... PMS-ing man...

QET!!!

yeah!!! so happy... i passed mi QET!!! got band 5... wahaha... barely scrape thru... cos band 4 u need to take eng lessons already!!! hee... hope life will continue to be smooth sailing for me... :>

sch's started!!!

not bad... quite enjoying business in nus... haha... the things are rather interesting... and mi car's coming soon in sep!!! wahaha... so happy... but b4 tt... i still haf to travel 1.5 hrs to sch... sigh... sianz... and later mi lesson is from 3-5??!! yawnz... but it's real estate and inventment law... hehe... maybe next time i can be property agent!!! wahaha... after sch i shall most prob go ming's condo to distribute mi tuition agency flyers... shun bian meet up with her... it's been such a long time since i caught up wif her... all our bitching sessions etc... wahaha...

ponders...

i realli wonder how come certain ppl can just be so thick skin... it's like... regardless whether in the competitive swimming side where u boast like nobody's business or in other ways where u dunno ur limits and just irritate ur frens... or issit just me pms-ing... for myself... i wld rather ppl not even notice me than to go forth and try to catch other's attention... ending up... pissing off others... and of cos... cos no one's worth me doing tt for as of now...

sigh... anyway... there are times i realli wonder wat am i doing in polo... yifern ming (both mi good frens) haf already quit... and am i realli liking wat i do currently??!! gg for polo trg every session as though it's swim trg in the past... but sadly... jiao lian is not the coach... and i always get told off??!! even mi parents dun dare to tell me off and i haf to take shit from others (this includes the players too)... it's so political and there has to be cliques and times where ppl just ostracise others... WHY?!?! WAT'S TT FOR??!! in swimming... we dun face this kinda stuff cos if u are gd means u are gd... u fight for ur own gold and glory... no need to kan4 lian3 se4 from anyone... i am just suddenly thinking of chiong-ing swimming again... i haf been dormant for like a yr... and i am starting to miss those quiet peaceful times with jiao lian and frens as tt's where i belong in the first place... i am not good with team games cos i haf been an individualist for the past 8yrs... it's hard to change for mi...

thankfully mom's getting mi a car... i will definitely just leave the polo pool after trg immediately and rush home... avoid seeing ppl i dun like... ppl who tell me off... ppl who think they are so great to tell me off... I HATE TO BE TOLD OFF in case mi frens out there who dunno... i bear grudges... and i hate u means i hate u... i am filled with hatred... and i am just beginning to hate polo... they say the coach is leaving next yr... oh well... tt doesnt realli matter... cos i hope to leave b4 tt... but how am i gg to put it??!! 'i cant stand scoldings from anyone... so i feel polo is not the sport for me... i am quitting...' is tt how i can do it??!! sigh... why am i stuck in this abyss... i am just a substitute... wat the hell am i trg so hard for den??!! when others can dun train and yet still be in the MAIN team... watever... polo just sux for me...

NISSAN SUNNY!!!

ok... mom said nissan sunny despite the fact tt i told her most of mi frens (yifern t-jian t-chien dior etc) haf been recommending mi toyota vios... haha... well... it's mom's car... so gotta listen to her... heehee... anyway... i was just being too petty in mi previous entry... so mi beloved frens out there... just ignore me... wahaha...

so happy... mom's coming bk on 10th to sign the documents etc and the car will be ready for collection in september... and i realli pray hard tt i will haf a safe journey all the time... not getting into any trouble so as not to disappoint mi mom and lose her trust... hehe... tmr's the first day of sch... and i am having bad bad cramps now... just now dinner at crystal jade with tilly kah leong stitch daryl and bj was soooooo full lo... think i am really growing fat soon... die... and now i am eating yougurt... damn... fat fat fat...

VIOS OR SUNNY???!!!

sigh... which sld i get??? toyota vios 1.5M tt's made in thailand or nissan sunny 1.6M tt's made in japan???!!! both abt the same price... both also good... though ppl normally say that toyota is a better brand... but it's now made in thailand!!! the quality control... workmanship etc will be of different comparison already... sigh... which sld i choose??!!

today checked out nissan sunny with desmond... he's realli too kind man... sending mi here and there... feel so bad... haha... but after i get mi car... i will haf to reach home by 10 every night... maybe drag a little 1030(but i shan push mi luck)??? but definitely not later than tt... or else mi and mom's deal will be voided... sigh... but good also la... cos mom doesn't wan mi to abuse the usage of the car... and i gotta send joseph to and fro sch also... so i better familiar miself with the places now man...

haha... excited man... it's finally realli getting settled... after those tedious few mths tt i haf been checking out cars... andy was telling me 'U THINK BUY CAR LIKE BUY CLOTHES AH??? ONLI FEW MONTHS U WANNA BUY CAR ALREADY... U BETTER CHECK OUT MORE FIRST AH...' cos i was planning to get a 2nd hand car at first... so test drove every single car i cld... haha... now getting new car... not bad not bad... save all that hassle... :> but still gotta check out tt vios tmr... hopefully yifern and ena go with me to alexandra rd...

hmm... will especially reward yifern for always helping me... but for all those other bang sai frens out there who nv help one... kns... YES... TT'S U... BANG SAI... TT FELLOW READING MI BLOG NOW... NV EVEN HELP ME AT ALL... DUN EXPECT ME TO DRIVE U ARD MAN!!! HMPH... can just go and die... bang sai fren... bbbllleeaahhhhh...