Descartes...

Why does 'knowledge require certainty'?

sigh... kill me now please... i'm dying for philo... crap... :(

So much work...

why do i have so much work... sianz...

1. Philo term paper (haven started at all)
2. Finance tutorial
3. Finance preparation work before meeting tutor on Thurs
4. Biz Comm presentation on Thurs (stressed)
5. Asia Pac Korea notes (half done)
6. Asia Pac China notes (not done)
7. Asia Pac tutorial (stressed)
8. Marketing project due on Wed (DIE)
9. exams are in 1 month's time... FREAK!!!

argh!!! someone save me!!!

though i'm busy... i still need to go out to relieve stress!!! so dear friends... pls do not hesitate to ask me out... the above sentence is of course not for unwanted ppl... u noe who u are... so please dun contact me ok??? thank you for your cooperation...

and one person i must specially name is stupid shu hui... she ah... since last year say until now wanna come nus visit me still haven come... talk only... irritating... stupid boobs!!! hurry come nus and look for me before i throw away your kid's swimming cert... wahaha...

ARGH!!! F*** OFF!!!

i feel that i am gettting easily irritated with the people around me... and i yearn to go home asap so that i dun get offended by people or vice versa... cause i know i am a revengeful person... so i return people whatever they give/show me... that's a very bad thing i know... but sometimes i really cannot control it... and i do try ok... sigh...

so a few things happened... first was some group mates of mine telling me that they are busy and all... so they cant turn up for meeting this and that... i mean... wtf!!! so u think u are the only f***** who is busy??? ben3 xiao2 jie3 damn free la???!!! seriously man!!! go f*** urself... people like this sld really stop their crap before i give them one tight slap... cb... if u are so busy to the extent that u cant handle the workload then quit uni la... dun leave ur f****** damn work to others!!! and other f****** can dun even bother to turn up for meeting without notice... and WORSE was the rest can stupidly wait for him for 1 hour so that they can start the meeting (i was late for that meeting... AND I TOLD ME GROUPMATES BEFORE HAND)... i mean... y cant the rest just start discussing first??? freaking waste of my time...

then polo trg was crap... i know i need to go for anger management classes... but sometimes... sldnt ppl just be less irritating??? they hit/kick/whack u on purpose and dun even bother apologising cause their ego gets over them... f*** urself bitch!!! and sometimes... u see ur team mate do nth when she meets this kinda rough people... she just FLOAT THERE AND DO NOTHING... and u have to be the one swimming past her and block that person... wth!!! dun play polo la... go back home to ur bathtub and soak water can already... these are really the things that turn u off and make u lose interest in the sport... and i have to admit... i am not as passionate as before... and seriously it's cause of all the scoldings and such f****** incidents... ARGH!!! will quit when i cannot take it anymore and join yifen at her condo pool...

seriously damn sianz... dun wanna blog le...

why do i feel hurt???

sigh... been feeling low these days... which is y sat was one of the rare days when i took the initiative to ask net out for a drink... in the end... she got cycling... so i went wala wala with qian and gang... it's really rare... cause normally i go when the rest are going and i tag along... this time round... i knew i wanted to drown my sorrows... so i took the initiative to get ppl to go with me... and i made sure i din drive... so i can drink as much as i want...

dressing up took my mind away from everything for awhile... i carefully drew my eye-liner and decided to have purplish lips that night... then i took train and bus to wala wala... must say... taking public transport to holland v was a killer cause it took me a whole 1hr 40mins from the time i stepped out of hse and into wala wala... it wld have taken me 1/6 of the time if i drove... freak...

nvm... in the end... i got a strawberry shake before having the volka orange that super kind qian treated me to.... it was one-for-one... so total... i had 3 drinks... quite tan dio... then i ordered 2 portions of chicken wings... not bad... after that... super kind munn sent me back home together with his frens (alex and gf)... slept at 3am... and i felt that it really took my sadness away... at least for that night...

then went trg on sunday... was super duper happy when val let me play on instead of subbing me out... cause i really wanted to play my heart out... i think i subbed out only for awhile during that 40mins of game... i wanted to forget abt my stress... hurt... anger... all negative emotions basically... i wanna forget abt what my frens said to hurt me... things like mean stuff and lies... though i know it was unintentional... it was definitely hurting...

i am a very emotional person... gan3 qing2 yong4 shi4... i still feel sad i dunno y... hurt etc... tt's y quite glad tt i'm gg st james with dom kevin isabelle and gang on wed night... hopefully besties ed and marcus can go too... sigh... then thurs gg for dinner with net qian prem and munn... val said she maybe gg also... must go man!!! the more the merrier!!! SIGH... i wanna be happy again!!! :(

actually... it's obvious when i'm sad... i'll have that CY's face (all bitchies sld know who this is... haha)... and i'll be quite moody and all... sigh... peeps!!! pls cheer me up!!!

Out with Yiting & Shi Han!!!

went marina square with yiting and shi han today before training... haha... we ate at cafe cartel from about 145 - 345... and then went to play pool till 6.20 after that... haha... play until my arms wanna break... i seriously cannot make it for pool lo... 9 feet table... cannot even reach for the white ball sometimes... haha... shiatz...

ting & me!!! :)

us again!!! hehe...

shi han & ting... check this cool pair out!!! haha...

me & shi han!!!

quite an enjoyable day... haha... after i went trg and we played game after swimming a few laps... fun fun fun to the max!!! happy day today... thank God for that!!! :)

MARCEL & THE SUNSHINE FUNKY MUNKIES 2!!!

yeah!!! i can finally upload pictures onto my blog!!! happy to the max... wahaha... anyway... check this band out man!!!

Marcel & the Sunshine Funky Munkies!!!

The Scoopers' Lounge

Marcel, the lead singer!!!

John, the bass guitarist!!!

Jeremy!!! THE EXCELLENT PIANIST!!! :)

nat, the drummer!!!

xiang xian, the guitarist!!!

The YEW siblings!!! :)

i can play the keyboard too!!! haha... certified by the band's pianist!!! :)

so happy man!!! finally uploaded all the pictures... haha... okok... going to sleep already... good nitez people!!! :)

MARCEL & THE SUNSHINE FUNKY MUNKIES!!!

woohoo... went for jeremy's (ade's bro) gig at cathay ben & jerry's yesterday night!!! must say... the yew siblings are so muscially inclined... jealous jealous... especially the older one... muscial talent totally!!! wahaha... (ade... please take note... u are only musically inclined... not talented though... haha... don't try to squeeze yourself in... hehe!!!)

really good man... got this song... ade's bro only took 1 day to practise!!! zai zai zai to the max... totally stunned dio... and of course... it's my favourite song too!!! hehe... his band played many many songs... 2 sets of 45mins... it was really good for first-timers like them... and despite the leng3 qing1 atmosphere at cathay... his band attracted a big crowd to the store!!! ZAN4 (thumbs up)!!!

hmm... a little more about their band... it's called MARCEL & THE SUNSHINE FUNKY MUNKIES!!! there is marcel the lead singer... guitarist xiang xian... bass played by john... drums by nat... and not forgetting our IDOL of the year... JEREMY YEW at the keyboard!!! i took this super fantastic cool photo with him at the keyboard!!! wahaha... was trying to pretend that i know how to play too... oops... but actually is dunno one... hah... BUT one thing for sure!!! i definitely looked good in the picture :) ade wanted to ask edison and marcus to go with us too... but both pigsters had test the next day... hmph... nvm abt them...

ade brought her 3 of her school friends too... hannah... serene and yu ping... wahaha... had lots of fun making fun of ade's auntie shoes and top... hehe!!! and then we made a song dedication which was played only by our idol of the year and sung by marcel... we cheered like mad after that lo!!! and ade thinks marcel's charming... haha... his voice is not bad i must say... his choice of songs suited his voice too... so overall is good... and the guitarist and the bass guy also joined in the backup singing at times... OH... one thing about such bands... i always loved the drummers... every single one of them!!! haha... but ytd at my seat... he was totally blocked off and so i didn't really catch how he played... sad sad... but nvm... for sure got chance one... hee... i signed myself and yifen up for their mailing list so we can go together next time... haha...

yifen: must go with me ok??? hee...

sigh... i took many many pictures... but dunno y cannot upload... stupid lousy blog... sad sad sad to the max... but no worries... i'll figure a way out and upload them asap!!! wahaha... stay tuned!!! :)

Freak!!!

I can't upload pictures!!! What's wrong with this lousy blog??? Freak freak...