i feel soooo tired.....

sigh... since i came back from hk.. i've been feeling soooo busy with stuff.... rite after mi holiday was grad nitez... den after that went clubbing the following day.... and den there was the polo friendly matches with the aus and malaysian team clashing with glenn's church camp.... and now i am gg california fitness everyday to workout and learn those hip hop dancing..kick boxing etc etc.... den following tt will be swimming and polo trg everyday... though i have no goal in swimming liao.. but i just like to go and train cos i love mi jiao lian... wahahaha....

grad nitez was fun... except the part tt everyone called mi a catwoman.... FREAK!! argh... nvm... den it was the nitez at chinablack... was so shocked to see yiming... alex sim.. alex ko and jia jie they all there... wahahha... and the polo matches were alright lah... at first tio black face from the older gals (wat's their freaking prob??!!)...but after a few matches we became quite alright liao (i guess).... hmm..... glenn's church camp was soooo fun... though i din like the games and all...but the speaker was damn good... wahahhhaha.... and jeremy (glenn's church mate) was funky too... gave such a wonderful speech... i wonder if i can learn to love the hard-to-love ppl... wat made mi enjoy jeremy's workshop was that he was also an onli child (same as HIM) and that he himself also admitted that those who are onli child are very hard to love cos they tend to be very self-centred and think that the whole world onli evolved ard themselves... sigh...

toking abt HIM.... i met HIM at the pool and flashes of memories came back to me... ray said HE always look at chio bus etc and i realised that i just cant stop thinking abt HIM.... when can this just ever stop?!!?? sigh... i hope to get out of this abyss soon....i feel so tired.... both physically and mentally... :<