a levels results..... :(

i did sooo badly for a's... sigh... got BCC and c6 for gp.... cant even go anywhere...but nonetheless... i will be applying for NTU NUS SMU & SIM.... i will be taking business ba... yup... hope i can try mi luck and at least get into one uni... sigh... -_-''' rather disappointed with mi results... but den again.. given the amt tt i studied for(er...onli rite after prelims den i started??)..... i shall just be contented.... -_- wat more can i ask for??

& y cant any1 be sympathetic with mi ?!?!! thanks to sandra for her encouraing words... it's the best results i've got in mi whole tj life ... but still... sigh... others gimme words of encouragement too... but i know they think mi grades are shit... i've heard one unintentional hurting comment from mi fren... but it's okie.... i mean... yes of cos... i derserve this kinda results for the amt of effort i put in.. and i sld thank God for letting mi scrape into uni... or else i can juz go & die....& when i went out with mi frens... all of them got great grades (at least better than mine?) yet they can still complain tt their grades are like shit & they cant go anywhere etc... no one even knew how i felt (except shu) cos i was putting on a strong front.... if not wat....expect mi to cry there ah?? and of cos i thot it silly to cry too... i mean...i haf wasted enuff tears on HIM already,...even thruout a's n it's onli when i started work tt i managed to be soooo busy tt i got over HIM.... so crying is a BAD move...

sigh... oh well... i've got trg later... shall collect even more hurting comments & blog it down for review...