Holidays!!!

it's hols now... shiok... haha... but got trg everyday???!!! twice a day soon... sigh... back to the old swimming days... gg to get even more huge arms and thighs soon... hope i do get selected for commonwealth though... it may be a fact tt we are gg there to get thrashed... but getting selected is still an honour... *think everyone can get selected to go one meh* haha... :p

sigh... i'm jobless now... so sad... gg to work at singapore pools soon though... i will choose the morning shift... 8-3pm... go straight after morning trg... haha... shall ask them if they wan me to work for long... will continue working even when sch start... joseph gg ns on fri... sobsob... alone again... sigh...

reminds me of those tj times... where there's no tv... no one... nothing at home... only me and dear com... back to those lonely days... where i go home and face the 4 walls... it gets worse when it rains at night... gotta brave the thunder and lightning miself... and even worse if i were to catch a horror movie... will get super paranoid... sometimes to the extent of crying by myself... wondering y i am alone at such times when i so needed someone...

haha... tt explains my late nights with ming... clubbing... staying over at her house etc... it was reali a way to bring miself away from such loneliness... sigh... shi4 guo4 jing4 qian1... shan mention anymore... shall look forward to being alone again... hope things will be better... SIGH... pray hard tt i will get a job soon... keep miself occupied... dun like to rot at home also... :)

btw... i perm mi hair recently... haha... *though some piggish frens of mine say i look like auntie!!! bish* it's for a change la actually... had tt previous hairstyle since like dunno when??? forever tied up... haha... yawnz... now so late le bro still not back yet... sigh... heck him la... shall go slp soon... yawnz...