BAD MOOD

I really don't understand what's wrong with people who just enjoy annoying the hell out of others. Forever thinking that they are freaking smart and saying things without using their f***ing brains. Seriously, if you are that smart, then why end up in those f***** up schools that you were in? And even for those who have always been in top schools, you f***ing have zero EQ can?! So stop being arrogant and condescending!!! F***ing dumb asses who just get people pissed off with them. HOW SMART CAN THAT BE ???!!!

And being in the sales line for 3.5 years, one thing we hate most is the 'snatching' of other people's customers. (Any salesman would tell you this.) I've seen so many freaking quarrels because of this and I seriously HATE it. So when I work with new partners, I will definitely lay down some 'ground rules' so that we jing3 shui3 bu4 fan4 he2 shui3. Yet I had to witness that right in my very own water polo team. I mean, that would be the last place I would ever expect to see this kinda act!!! There's no incentive, everything is for the team and so I don't understand why there is a need for such f***** up behaviour!!!

Now, I seriously experience what it means when people say that the closer ones are the ones who would hurt you most. Because you will tend to form expectations of them and when they fail to meet these expectations, you feel very disappointed with them. And also, people whom you are close to will tend to take you for granted. Sometimes, they will say very hurtful things to you or even embarrass you in front of a whole group of people, thinking that you can take that JOKE. They have terribly failed to recognise the fact that it is hard to win back someone whom they have hurt and I guess that's why it is really hard to find close friends and if you even have one out there, please treasure him/her and remember never to take him/her for granted.

For me, I feel there is a need to 'reflect' (one of my friends love to use this word) and think about the supposedly 'close' friends that I have and re-think if they are indeed my true friends...