Sunday, November 16, 2008

Why Why Why??? :(

Sigh. Super emo now.

Sometimes, I feel that my parents are a little unappreciative, especially during this period of time when they want me to help do some minor make over for the house. My dad came back to Singapore recently but did not say anything about what he wants for the make over. However, every time I call them and update them about the things to be done, instead of showing some appreciation, they will come up with 'modifications' and get me to change certain things -_-''' If they have any suggestions, shouldn't they tell me all at a shot instead of making me go back to 50% when I am already close to 95% done ! Unfair isn't it?

I am working now, which means I'm only left with Saturday and Sunday. Church and polo take up my whole Sunday so I'm left with Sat. I seriously can't remember the last time I went out with my friends already! Oh well, week after week has been like this. Totally no life ever since I started helping them do this make over. The packing and un-packing is killing me. The cleaning up is torturous. I am really sick of doing all these.

Why am I the only doing it? Why must I always try so hard to please my parents?

Things seem so helpless cos my parents are not staying here and they can't do anything to help but to open their mouths and give me more crap each time I update them. Can I just give up and mind my own business? I really can't help but feel frustrated...

ARGH...