Wednesday, October 20, 2004

depressed...but guess i'm back again...

was pretty upset abt certain shit stuff recently.... *yifern...ming..u know wat i mean* well... was realli quite depressed.... esp when things just all come to me at one time... hmm... i've decided to take the negative way of approaching all these stuff though.... so i am dumping them all to the back of mi head.... and TRY TO focus hard on mi a's .... it's realli getting on mi nerves... i feel stressed... i realli know nuts about chem??!! and mi phy is 'put'?!! onli maths i am sorta confident??!! sigh... i think dr teo's tuition is realli good man... i used to hate maths.... but now i am loving it... it's the onli paper that i do and i wun fall asleep as compared to the others...wahahha...

quite happy i picked miself up... (at least i think i did?) ms wong ws just changed chem remedial to 12... well done...got more time for mi to prepare mi work... den later in the evening got coaching.. sianz ah.... feel so sick of coaching suddenly.... no more passion liao i guess... den tmr morn got phy remedial... den on fri... mi ruan3 mian2 mian2 de4 mian2 hua1 tang2 (hui jia) is giving mi organic chem tuition!!! ahahahahah... giutz(= goot = good)..... wahhhaa...i realli desperately need to chiong chem... argh... and gp... i am so afraid i wun score well... sigh... all these while i haf just been fighting so hard to scrape by the passing mark.... and this time for prelims... i got 53%.... and 54% is the B4 grade.... SO WELL DONE LOR!! diam it....mi gp is soooo like 'put'... y cant they just focus more on chinese instead??!!

sigh...back to chiong chem now... ytd at da ge's house i managed to complete like 5 out of 6 or 6 out of 7 questions of the paper 2.... wahahahha.... yawnz... hope i dun sleep.... :p