SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH!!!!

sigh.... so sad now... just heard the bad news that my childhood fren's dad just passed away? really diam sad... :( it's like soooo sudden can?! den i screwed up my phy prac.... why do God wanna do this to me?!?!?!?!?!?! i mean..... let mi screw up anything but not mi a levels rite?!?!? not as if i din mug for it?!?!?!?! seriously it's like how demoralising for me??!! prac is the onli part i can score lor.... everyone just tells me that it's onli 10%..... but i know they will onli feel the pinch if they are the ones who are losing this 10%.... sigh.... WATEVER LAH!!! (i reali hate this 'watever' word... sooo reminds me of him...) but anyway... yeah...den today jing hean and mi bro went to see mi principal to see if they can come tj (obviously they got the negative ans)... freak lor.... the first time i went to tok to her den she was like sooooooooooooo frenly and all.... den today mi and yiming went to look for her.... den she gave that 'str NO' tone..... freak!! shuo1 fan1 lian3 jiu4 fan1 lian3..... totally a freaking biatch.... diam it.... den that mr fun now got promoted to some dunno wat freaking shiatz post and he's like sooooo heck care abt the tj swim team liao... freak off man!! he din even bother to help jing hean ask if he can come tj at all....such kinda sucky teacher-in-charge... i hate him man... i came to tj hating him.... now i am also leaving tj hating him..... well done.. he's just meant to be hated... decided liao... hmph!! and tj is having the integrated prog for the sec sch ppl?!?! FAINT.... we are not even good enuff and we wanna act smart to have this IP.... so diao-edz.....argh.... i am realli at one of the lower pt of my life now... better set off to mug now... :( later shu coming mi house to mug overnitez... sigh... so sad....