reali sad...

sigh... i'm sad... reali sad... guys are reali create more trouble than gals... the sterotype tt gals are trouble-makers ought to be changed... wat sld i do... singlehood may be the best option still... sigh... i'm afraid i'm the kind who cant commit... i most probably will cohabitate in future... i dunno which route i am gg to choose... sigh... how long can a relationship last? *ponders*

sometimes i dun even noe y ppl get into relationship when they are not even sure of the outcome of it... just a rash decision??? or those shan1 meng2 hai3 shi4 kind??? the latter is for sure fake one... it's always painful to break others' heart... so sld we den avoid it and stay single??? or sld we try to take a step forward and break this mental barrier... wat if all fails??? wat if u end up getting hurt???

ideal relationships nv exist... just like wat we learn in chem... ideal gases nv exist... there'll always be +ve and -ve deviations... can i hope for a more to +ve relationship? but who issit out there who wish to cohabitate??? so many guys frens i haf are all so keen on marriage... (of cos here we exclude those ons kind)

sigh... I GIVE UP NOW... sobsob...