Commonwealth trg...

i am so sick and tired of trg... esp due to the sickening weather lately... rain non stop... shiatz... i am now at nyp with dearest yiting after morning trg... swam 8 by 200m this morning... totally no strength... felt so guilty when louis kept asking wat happened to me... i reali did try to pull hard... but din seem to move... sigh... ytd got hit 3 times on the face... kns... can die lo... esp when i had quite a tiring warm up under wang jiao lian and the national team guys...

i reali cant take the cold man... dying from it... been feeding on panadol flu nowadays... reali feel sick... later somemore got lesson from 4-6... this kinda bang sai timing who wld wanna haf class??!! kaoz... so retarded... den will be gg straight to trg after tt... hopefully i feel better... oh... and today's thursday... mich cant go trg... so i think i better get mi ass there... :<

every morning 6.15-8.15... yawnz... the thot of it is already dreadful enuff... can u even imagine how it's like to actually turn up for it... i realised i haf so far onli skipped one trg since the intensive trg started... it was cos of the focus grp thing tt i had to miss it... well... trg vs $100 & free dinner... i choose the latter one of cos... haha... those who noe mi well enuff will noe mi choice too... :)

sigh... sometimes i wonder wat's the pt of being so hardworking man... i dun seem to reap wat i sow... li4 bu4 cong2 xin1... kns... sometimes feel like killing miself man... sigh... shall go home soon and slp man... haha... later meeing aiwei at 3pm for lunch in sch... slpy slpy...

hmm... think i shall go check sch website and see if there's anything tt's need to be done b4 mi lesson... (sidetrack abit... i juz saw the way yiting did her french homework... haha... damn farnie... well done man...) shall use this new word i learnt... ADIEU (adios???)...