ONE MORE WEEK TO COMMONWEALTH!!!
AH!!! 1 more week to commonwealth... stressed... though i am not some key player or wat... but i still feel scared man... shiatz... dun feel prepared actually... not as a keeper nor as a player... sigh... anyway... mi elbow's injured!!! sob... well... that's the result of trying to gei kiang (act smart)... go and save shots tt are not meant to be saved by me... kns... pain like shit... cant swim fly now... free i dunno... but breast is ok... though it hurts a little sometimes... :(
toking abt swimmng... ytd was 1st day of ivp... so happy man... did 1.23 for 100 breast... though it's not even anywhere near PB... but i am still happy with tt timing... cant wait to tell jiao lian... i think he'll be sooo proud of me!!! (even if he's not... i will nag at him till he is!!!) wahaha... haven timed myself for so long... did 42s for the 1st lap and 41 for the next... cant believe it when ms meow (serene... haha...) told me tt!!! haha... 2nd lap faster than 1st... well done... wat was i doing for the 1st lap man... anyway... 200 breast was ah piakz timing la... 3.05... but ok la... cant be bothered... was so stressed over 100 breast ytd... esp so when i realised tt the event was ytd onli on the day itself???!!! when louisa told me... i almost fainted lo... sianz...
hmm... oh... and ytd mich din swim 200 breast... she swam 100 breast though... and she got 3rd... not bad... anyway... she msg me tt she has flu and cant come for trg for the whole of this week... and she most prob will be back on fri where there's high chance of a polo meeting in the evening... sigh... loner week again... trg by miself... i realised it's reali quite boring to walk alone... jump alone etc... looking at the players swim... i reali wanna join them man... and i hope louis wun make me train under the nat team guys again??? cos i am reali scared... esp when their shots are so hard... and obviously mi standard is like SUPER FAR OFF from them???!!! so it's a little stressed when doing plucking with them... mi body positioning... arms etc are like ALL WRONG... diam (damn) it... den last fri... alvin poh got told off like dunno how many thousand and one times cos of me???!!! louis told him to gimme reali fast shots... and he did... and i cldnt even touch the ball... so sai meng saw and told him (quite fierce though) to gimme shots tt i can reach for instead... den louis saw those slower shots and shouted at alvin to gimme harder shots (there's ascending tone one hor... scary...) sigh... hai4 ren2 jing1 man...
ooo... i just received val's msg tt the meeting is 545 tonitez... exciting man... wonder who will be out... scary... sigh... nvm... heck... shall go watch movie now... haha... ADIOS!!! :)
