ARGH!!! F*** OFF!!!

i feel that i am gettting easily irritated with the people around me... and i yearn to go home asap so that i dun get offended by people or vice versa... cause i know i am a revengeful person... so i return people whatever they give/show me... that's a very bad thing i know... but sometimes i really cannot control it... and i do try ok... sigh...

so a few things happened... first was some group mates of mine telling me that they are busy and all... so they cant turn up for meeting this and that... i mean... wtf!!! so u think u are the only f***** who is busy??? ben3 xiao2 jie3 damn free la???!!! seriously man!!! go f*** urself... people like this sld really stop their crap before i give them one tight slap... cb... if u are so busy to the extent that u cant handle the workload then quit uni la... dun leave ur f****** damn work to others!!! and other f****** can dun even bother to turn up for meeting without notice... and WORSE was the rest can stupidly wait for him for 1 hour so that they can start the meeting (i was late for that meeting... AND I TOLD ME GROUPMATES BEFORE HAND)... i mean... y cant the rest just start discussing first??? freaking waste of my time...

then polo trg was crap... i know i need to go for anger management classes... but sometimes... sldnt ppl just be less irritating??? they hit/kick/whack u on purpose and dun even bother apologising cause their ego gets over them... f*** urself bitch!!! and sometimes... u see ur team mate do nth when she meets this kinda rough people... she just FLOAT THERE AND DO NOTHING... and u have to be the one swimming past her and block that person... wth!!! dun play polo la... go back home to ur bathtub and soak water can already... these are really the things that turn u off and make u lose interest in the sport... and i have to admit... i am not as passionate as before... and seriously it's cause of all the scoldings and such f****** incidents... ARGH!!! will quit when i cannot take it anymore and join yifen at her condo pool...

seriously damn sianz... dun wanna blog le...