SHITTY DAY TODAY :(
Bad day today. Don't know why. Just feel quite shitty. Last night was fun though. Went Zouk with Robin, Mark, Oscar, & Kenneth. Haha. Kenneth really can dance man. And Mark cui totally lo. CMI. Wahaha! Reached home at around 4 plus. And cause I told a cab home by myself, stupid taxi uncle asked me "why your boyfriends never send you home ah?" <-_-'''> I totally peng lo... Firstly, I don't have many boyfriendS... Next, it doesn't concern him why I'm going home alone!!! Argh...
Probably that's where the bad shitty day started. This morning I woke up at 845 cause I had to work. Stupid promoter job. (Ok la. Actually it's not stupid, it's quite high pay somemore. Haha.) Anyway, I woke up looking so freaking ugly and cui. Then I saw my ugly shoulders and big fat arms & thighs -_- Even more bad mood. And my luck hasn't been good. So that SUCKS even more. Like SUCKS BIG TIME... And it's not helping cause I keep blaming God for not helping me and all. I feel shitty and guilty, and I think I seriously need to get close to Him once again. I know I've been drifting away but I'm not making an effort to close up the gap!!! And I was soooooo freaking tired and cui the whole day and I'm super sore about today's sales results. Damn it... Too competitive le la. Sigh... How???!!! What should I do??? I need someone to cheer me up :(
And I need to find out exactly what the requirements are to get a direct placement in Citi asap cause bidding starts on Monday!!! I gotta consult the HR IC first before deciding if I'm going to proceed with my double major in Finance and Marketing. ARGH!!! I'm so confused :(
The Australian Women's Team is coming over on Tuesday, and we are sooooo going to get thrashed. Sigh. Cui to the max!!! My right shoulder is seriously coming off le lo. I need to go SSC real soon but I haven been able to find the time to go down :(
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