i realli heck liao....

sigh....prelims is like a total piece of shit... if i can just like.... get 1A 2AO it's called a super big big miracle liao lor... sianz... i dread gg to sch cos i haf to see those shit papers with big red crosses and zeros all over the page.... diam it totally.... a's are like in one mths time?! and i feel so unprepared.... or at least... i guess i am not willing to put in the effort ba.....

alot of shit has been gg on and i just dunno wat to do.... been cleaning mi house everytime i feel shitty and i just wanna get away from it.... it's like running away..but wat can i do?! face it and CRY???!!! mi tears are already soooo worthless tt even i miself dun even wanna see them anymore... :<

max sent this forwarded mail about God's love to us... at the end of the msg... it said i was supposed to send it to someone and not keep it.... so the first person who came into mi mind was him.... i clicked on 'forward' and typed in his email add..... and i felt a sudden rush to just ask him at the back of the mail... 'wat on earth did i do to deserve this from u... u like it alot with ppl blocking u on their msn...ignoring u here and there issit?! haf u ever spared a thot for mi feelings?'

sigh...but in the end...i backed out... i din wan to.... or i sld say.. i din dare to... oh well.... yeah... now i am like soooo no mood to do anything... shit stuff just jie3 zhong3 er2 lai2.... i realli heck liao... -_-