thinking about...

i am suddenly sooo INTO korean drams and movies.... sooo lovey dovey..... yet touching at the same time....esp with quan2 xiang4 yu3 in it... wahaha.... but everytime after watching...i will get very emotional and start to think alot.... thinking where's he when i needed him... he was not there when i needed him when we were still together... not to mention now... he hates mi.. he dun even wanna be frens... everytime i go back to the north.. i will definitely pass by braddell.... den all mi memories with him will rush into mi mind.. i feel helpless... it is an involuntary action...

no one understands how it feels.... cos everyone out there thinks tt it's so easy to just forget someone like tt...esp when they think it's like so long (abt 1 mth) ago liao... PLEASE!!! 1 mth??!!?!!!!!? i am not as heartless as u ppl out there are..... or sld i be putting it this way... i am very sentimental??!! at least...much more sentimental than many of u ppl out there.... so stop giving mi tt irritated tone tt i sld haf already long forgotten bout him....this is the main reason y i stopped telling u ppl out there abt miself... i orginally dun like to tell ppl mi stuff.... i may be loud... but ask urselves... how much do u all know about me?!! pls... u ppl know nuts.... and now i am just revealing some of mi inner thots to u guys...... n yet u ppl out there just give mi this kinda shit attitude...

i will nv trust anyone out there anymore... not anymore.. u ppl out there all just sux downrite to the core.... i thot i had opened up alot already as compared to mi previous self... but now i've realised.... tt actually... keeping mi individualistic mindset it still the best way out for me.....