PRELIM'S SOOOO SCREWED!
now in com lab.....sigh... just had chem paper 3.... best thing is that mi and san onli know tt paper 3 is everything including food chem onli ytd after phy.... we thot it's just food chem onli lor... perfoot(perfect) liao.. diam it... sianz... so as usual of cos... i screwed up today's chem ppr 3.... 10 essay questions... organic and food chem is called go and die one.... sianz... so let's just say 40/100 is gone for sure... and given mi kinda F standard.... i think if i can get like about 15/60 (which means 15/100) for the rest of the paper is considered realli not bad for mi liao... diam it...
oh well... computer's spoilt... freak.... den joseph and jing xian wanna come tj next yr... joseph is mi bro.... by hook or by crook i must get him in... even if i haf to make deals with the principal (just like wat i had bargained for in prelims...wahahaah)....as for jing xian... he will glorify mi swim team... so i gotta get him in no matter wat too.... hmm....and i realli think i too rough liao... diam it... was just cleaning mi bro's (joseph) specs for him this morning when i realised i had actually rubbed off one of the nose grips... wahhaahhaahh.... siao liao... freak... alright... shall get him a new pair of specs when i get mi pay from desmond...
talking bout desmond... we haven met for damn long liao... but nvm... the longer we dun meet... the more he gotta pay mi when he meets mi... wahhha.. goot.... perfoot....now's prelims and i dun even feel like gg coaching... but oh well.... wat to do.... freak.... sat i think i go look for yifern pass her the adapter ba.... den shun4 bian4 go bishan there to get a new pair of specs 4 mi bro den shun4 bian4 go collect letters from my amk house....
oh ya... mi mom says that next year after i graduate... she's gonna sell away bedok and amk house and get a smaller apartment for mi and mi bro... cos she dad and johnny already migrated back to hk liao... so left mi and joseph... but joseph is going back after his ns... so i will be all alone here... so dun need big apartments... so maybe 1 or 2 room flat will be good... ahhaha.. i like...cosy and warm!! ehehehhehe.....den mom's gonna get mi a car so tt i can travel ard more conveniently next time.... shiok... but well..if joseph gets into tj (though tt's not reali likely cos he's in srjc for yr1).... den maybe still stay in bedok ba... or else.... MOVE HOUSE!! yeah!!! den can clear away much rubbish and haf a real clean nice neat house.... hate it when things get messy... wahaahha.....
sigh... i sometimes realli wonder when i can fully get out of this shit lor.... it's been a mth liao yet i still dwell into it?! wat's wrong with me!? freak... i hate it when i cry or feel sad... does he even give a shit bout mi now?! NO!!!! so y do memories still linger in mi mind!? i can't even focus properly on mi studies... sianz... shiatz...argh... who cares lah....
psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
i shall leave mi fate to Him and i realli hope He can bring mi out of this soon.... think bout happy stuff now... hmm.... mi and ming gonna organise this bbq at mi amk house after prelims!! gonna take a big big break off man... wahahhha... den chiong a's after tt.... san chin and evan confirm invited.... bryan ada owen gerald sw damian also confirm invited... den *ahem* they all also invited... wahahhahaha.... goot.... den gonna all play mahjong and cards whole nite long!! wahhaaa... but mi house so freaking small...i wonder if can accomodate so many ppl or not... freak....aiyah.... who cares lah.... small warm and cosy!! ehehehehhe... alright... think i shall just shuddup and go home now to mug maths for tmr.... sianz..... maths.... :<
