I will learn to be strong...

If God's will is as such, then I will willingly obey. All I hope is that God will guide me through the periods of ups and downs and be with me always.

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
Your gone

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

Anyway, I'm still coughing like mad now, since the youth camp. It started probably on 22 Dec 2007, and now I'm still sick. It first came as a cackled voice, then phlegm, then flu, then inflamation, then with traces of blood in phlegm right before IVP. Throughout IVP was dry cough from the itch and post IVP now is back to inflamation again. When will this end man???!!! This is my 2nd dosage of antibiotics and before this I even took Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM). I must say that TCM was good la, but it tasted really bad. EEKS! I can still remember the taste lo :( Sigh... I haven been in the mood to do a bit of housecleaning. And since I'm so free today (cause nobody asked me out -_-), I think I should just stay at home and do some cleaning and ironing. SIAN...