Overwhelming Disappointment & Sadness...
I've lost to a man's ego. Oh well, I've thought too highly of myself, always, and I never learnt my lesson. I guess it's time to get myself out of this sugar coated matrix that I've been in for the past 3 months.
Descartes: I think therefore I am
I guess it doesn't apply to me. Whatever I think, doesn't really make who I am, at least not in this case :(