Why Why Why??? :(

Sometimes, it's really trivial matters that we all get so worked up over. I think, it's time to grow up. It's probably just a simple picture, or little words of appreciation. We are all human beings isn't it? We do hope to receive some reciprocation sometimes. I think when one faces an over dosage of disappointment and rejection, he/she will be xin1 hui1 yi4 leng4, and gradually, signs of 'withdrawal' will show, followed by nonchalance, and then finally, drifting apart. That's how rship normally ends... Right?

It's silly isn't it? That small, insignificant things can often cause 'severe' consequences...

Oh well, I took bus today. I know it's no big deal, but it's really been a long while since I took public transport. It was about 40mins ride on bus 13. I wasn't very sure cause I didn't keep track of duration of the journey. And I had a little crap encounter with this old man who was sitting behind me. He suddenly started talking to me, whispering things into my ear. And not being in a good mood, I gave him a real hard, cold diao and turned back to the front. He stopped talking of course, and alighted a few stops later with his 2 other friends. I deliberately looked away and continued my ride back home. I was the last person to alight at the YCK interchange and on my way walking up from MRT station back home, I felt my feet aching like mad. It's seriously tedious to walk on high heels, and not to mention those dimly lit street lamps that were not helping by creating an eerie atmosphere for me. I was close to jogging up the slope to get home. Thank God I reached home safe and sound :)

But I have one more request for God though. Can He take away my disappointment, high expectations on others and SCHOOL ASSIGNMENTS??? I'm dying and I can't seem to concentrate :(