i dun wanna think....
sigh.. i just came back from amk....finished praying to mi grandmother... it's like soooooo chu4 jing3 shang1 qing2..... wat made it worse was that while mi mom and joseph were taking taxi home frm amk... we passed by braddell (tt's where kenryu is currently staying at).... den toa payoh (the place mi and him always hang out at).... and...last but not least..... ST ANDREW'S SCHOOL (tt's his sch).... darn.... i realli dun wish to think... and just went i thot i was getting out of that shit... i haf to pass by there....all three places along the same expressway.... am i just fated to dwell in tt shit for soooo long?! memories just all yong3 jing4 nao3 hai3 li3 and i cldn't help it as mi tears just well up..... sigh
i dun wanna know
if u're playing me keep it on the low
cos mi heart can't take it anymore
if u're creeping pls dun let it show
oooooo baby
i dun wanna know
-mario winans-
y do i haf to fall sooooo hard on someone like this.... perhaps i sld just be a freaking biatch being the heartbreaker instead of the other way round.... the feeling of being hurt sux... the feeling of being hurt by someone u loved soooo deeply sux even more.... and the feeling of being hurt by someone u loved soooo deeply yet he treated u like shit is hell.....
