sigh..

i realli feel sad....damn sad...damn damn sad....damn damn damn sad now.... at the same time... stressed....damn stressed... damn damn stressed....damn damn damn stressed too.... a levels just sux... y mus we mug.... mug mug...mug mug mug..... y can't we just live in a world with just love....more love.... and more more love??!! y must we study?! y must we feel sad?! y can't we just enjoy life?! 'LIFE IS SHORT. LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST'... is mugging and feeling sad living life to the fullest?! freak.... i dun wan....

sigh... sometimes...certain things are just meant to be....those that are not will nv be....the chi version is smt like this i think... 'ming4 li3 you3 shi2 zhong1 xu1 you3...ming4 li3 wu2 shi2 mo4 qiang2 qiu2...' ahhaha... not bad...mi chi still quite pro... sigh... i think i am realli super immature and stupid in mi thinking.... i desperately need to grow up and learn to accept the way life is.... anyway... i've made this 'decision' regarding ** just bout 2hrs ago.... i hope i can get out of this shit soon... everyone out there check this out k??!! ' sch students should not date!' wahahhaaha.... oops.... think glenn they all gonna box mi liao... :p

well....just got this new pod lite plan!!! wahhaha.... 700sms for $10.50 onli!! jip jip jip!!!!! and mi new no. is 98396896... wahahhaa.... so everyone... msg mi more on this no. k?!?!!?!?!? sigh.... so sorry biatch....wan.... yiming... and everyone who went yiming's house ytd.... sorry i bang seh-ed all of u... din mean to.... reali sorry... smt cropped up... and i was realli upset... needed to be realli quiet and sort out mi thots.... so paiseh... hope u guys enjoyed the voldka though.... next time i promise i make u guys nicer drinks that yiming made for u all.... WAHAHAHAHA.... yiming dun box mi hor.... :P

sigh...so stressed!! i scared i can nv make it for a levels... today was mugging bouyant forces... i just cldn't settle down!!! Freak!!!! damn it.... was trying so hard... all i got into mi stupid pea brains was just 'upthrust = weight of fluid displaced'..... argh!! y am i just so dumb?!?!?! can anyone help me?!?!!?!?!?!? gosh.... i realli feel stupid like mad.... can i dun take a levels?! it's causing mi great misery... everyday grounded in sch till 730?! freak.... and i gotta get DEF for prelims or else mrs lim will make mi retain for sure.... for all mi jc life i haf been getting shit results lor!!! let's see....

JCT (june common test) 2003 - F O F F
PROMOS 2003 - D O F F
MCT (march common test) 2004 - F O F
JCT 2004 - F F F

see the pattern???!!! but well.... there's smt to be happy about though... i passed mi gp for the first time in mi whole life for JCT 2004.... whaahhhah.... sianz... think i better prepare mi stuff for tmr's make up.... oops...actually is later in the morning.... 830- 11....physics...freak...in lt3 i think.... sigh.... better go chiongz now..... :<